guilt, it's eating me alive
pressure, it's overwhelming me so bad.
but i hope love will anchor me back down and make the fight all worthwhile.

i'm sorry for being a bad friend/lover/insecure ever-whinny-and-complainy bitch sometimes.
i dont know why people are still standing by me after all these while because i never thought for a second that i deserve all these awesome people in my life.
its in trying times that i really see who the real friends are and trust me, i'll catch grenade(s) for these people.
<3

yst was just a trial run, a test drive; but i've understood what my heart really wants
and i'll try to not fight it.